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produced by Scarebeatz and Anno Domini

lyrics

Hook:
How must I free, From anxiety
what can this be, that keeps on endin me
Colder than a wind, so when underneath my skin
Fuckin' a remember when I had no anxiety

I wanna break free, finally get some peace of mind from this
Can't find the words to speak, can't hide from this environment
Too preoccupied from the deprived mental vileness
Till I'm violent, cast a side like a pariah is
I cut out the messiah shit, I pawned my crown of thorns
I'm a pugilist trapped in a war of a thousand swords
But I withstand the storms, unscathed, by amazing smarts
And I take on so much weight, sometimes I portray a god
I like to stay in the dark, when I swim I play with sharks
Yet I'm always on guard and I'm afraid of my own bark
I'm afraid I'll lose control, no restraint once I start
I'm parched for blood, yea it's fucked up, it breaks my heart
I'm capable of evil, lethal with nothing to prove
Just upset for my people, who been thru too much abuse
Losin' my cool, asking myself 'where the compassion go?'
Two wrongs don't make a right, but right now I'm not rational

HOOK

The tension got me acting vengeful, stressed and resentful
Trapped in this dreadful mental prison, pissed and disrespectful
Kickin out the nonessentials, just to keep my mind sane
My mind frame is why change, when the worlds so conniving
My hindbrain is fucked up, my cerebellums off balance
Walk around with my dukes up, and I'm quick to show my talons
Anxious and callous, I'm foul as a flagrant two
Blantantly spew my hateful views, from crowds to vacant rooms
Empowered to make it through, with the talent of stay true
Fightin for scraps in the streets, with no heat, like vagrants do
Don't give a fuck I'll break the rules, if it'll replace the gloom
This shameless deuce don't deserve to rot in a cell, Rae Carruth
I hate that I'm so consumed, with the pain you placed us through
Wanna murder you, no conscious, stoned faced, I aint confused
I know the deal, can't conceal it, see it for what it is
And that's what keeps me up night, and got me feeling like this

HOOK

(scratching)
"where them years go, where them old gold beers and cheer go"
"The whole worlds evil, I just gotta live in it tho"
"We comin' from the village of the unprivileged"
"Made you believe theres no one really crazy as me"
"I'm sick like that, cussin' often, insane man"
"Parts of darkness descend and consume me"
"Ya entire society rioting"
"Pop a pill... chill, sit back, release my anxiety"

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from Non​-​Prophet, released January 31, 2012
produced by Scarebeatz and Anno Domini. Hook by Nita

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