Chasing Stars

Hook x 2
Ordinary people chasing stars
Stop to wonder who they really are
But the circles keep on closing around them
Fascinating fires draw them in
Promises of love thrown to the wind
But the circles never open for them.

1st verse
I want what I can't have, lust for the taboo
Done with the canned laughs, sucked through a vacuum
Angry disgruntled, Stuck in my mad views
Everything I love cut with a stab wound
I'm nothing but bad news, structure collapse you
break you down, with a brrruck then they bag you
don't understand the love that I can't prove
hate that I care, I hide from the damn truth
Hold in my breathe, got a whole in my chest
wanna hold & caress, but I focus on death
cold, bitter flesh, feeling frozen in check
I don't know what I want, I don't know what is next
My psyche disturb, my ego's possessed
I miss my youth, feeling old I reflect
Like I missed my youth coping with stress
Saved the day but Dave get's no respect
I don't perceive threats, I don't care no more
How come I hide the love, but I share the war
I'm contradictory, I'm scared I'm bored
And trust is a luxury I can't afford
But I lust for more, start chasin stars
obsessed with myself I break these hearts
i break em off and then I ask em back
Treatin people as a mean, I've mastered that
I'm twenty eight diggin graves in a mask thats black
wanted platinum plaques but I backed off that
I'd rather rap tracks, that capture facts
I'll never back track or retract my acts
Was never back pack, I speak what it is
If you think I sound emo than eat a dick
Do this music it for me, it's a deep release
If I can't have it all, let me speak my peace

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2nd verse
I wan't what I can't have, crave what I don't know
Braking my back bone, chasing a black hole
Sucker for love, who act like an asshole
They say to appreciate all that I have tho
And Dave be proud, look what you accomplished
All I did was further remove my conscious
From a society complete gone bonkers
Made me angry then made me pompous,
Onto the next shit, chasin a death wish
Makin the best of it, everyday stayin reckless
Check this I'm disconnected
I'm distant and misdirected
I'm nekkid, I'm bare it all
Don't care if they staring at all
I love the attention, but hate the fame
Everyone knows I'm player who hates the game
Wanna turn invisible, like I'm David Blaine
but I crave your love, and I can't be changed
Matter fact when your around I can't behave
Wake up the next day, and it ain't the same
I flip moods, spit crude, so the world can hate me
Nihilist narcacist, in the world thats crazy
The girls can chase me, my wife can doubt me
She probably right cause my life is rowdy
Image life with out me, you need me presence
I'm self-absorbed, But I speak a message
you can't replace me, nah you can't mistake me
You can't debate me, degrade, break, or shake me
the one and only, so lonely lately
And god don't exist, so he can't forsake me
All I got is my mind, and it's fleeting now
So I speak while I can and then peace I'm out

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