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lyrics
I'm airing out my drama, but I'm my biggest problem
It's all revolving around, my fear I'll be forgotten
I'm scared I'm not that awesome, and here my only option
Drown myself or bring my peers down w me to the bottom
I'm so obnoxious, to prevent myself from seeming fragile
Angels and demons are beefing and it's an even battle
Most the people I love, have never even seen my rattle
I keep a mask, a front, that only keeps me shackled
I'm a slave to my brain, my age is creeping on me
I cant predict the future, will my ways be what haunts me
When I ain't fucking things, I do the best I can
What can I tell her except, accept I'm jus a man
I'm just flawed being, drunk on the floor screaming
Pissed off at the world, what's more I'm so distraught even
Don't know what I'm needing, but feels like my thoughts bleeding
Logic escaping me, baby I've lost all reason
Don't know what I'm escaping, I only know the basement
I know I laugh at fate, and hate I'm homosapien
I'm inherently flawed, never stood a chance at this
I want what I can't have, get mad I can't handle it
I'm in love with my id, I'm impulsive n needy
N blame society for being repulsive n greedy
Hate to admit my mind is compulsively sleazy
I'm an asshole on the down low totally sneaky
I blame others, shame others, never own my issue
Never allow myself to cry, never owned a tissue
twenty eight & afraid someday no onell miss you
Try to have substance, but judgment controls and hits you
I wasted time criticizing, deny I was the fool
Always think I was so cool, and I was the truth
But I'm average it kills me, yea I'm nothing new
I can't escape it, it's no one fault but it's true
Release my inner demons, n trying to find some freedom
I'm trying to free my soul and find some deeper meaning
